Semiannual Report: A Personal Update
If anybody out there is concerned, please don’t be. The title of the article and my lack of posting might suggest I’m going through some personal issues. But really I’m not. So don’t fret. 🙂
I can understand the concern though. When bloggers suddenly stop writing or seemingly fall off the face of the internet earth, people often wonder why. Speculation and thoughts can run wild! And there really are some dark things that can happen to people, so thoughts of deep concern is totally understandable. In one very unfortunate case, a physician blogger passed away.
One of my favorite physician bloggers of my generation (we are about the same age and started blogging roughly around the same time) stopped blogging completely. In fact, he also shut down his site. He went by the moniker Side Hustle Scrubs. I’m sure many of my readers are familiar with him. There is a thread on the White Coat Investor forum wondering what happened to him. He went from posting funny and creative content at an impressively frequent rate to shutting it all down. I was shocked too. His stuff always made me laugh! While most people in the WCI forum speculate that he disappeared due to negative reasons or personal issues, I take the opposite approach. I’m an optimist and I think he stopped blogging to pursue something meaningful and fulfilling. Either that or he is simply enjoying real life.
Anyway, enough about others. Let’s get personal. What’s going on in my life?
Blogging
Real talk. Let’s face it. Blogging takes up a lot of time. Maybe for some people, blogging is seamless and words just flow naturally. That doesn’t happen with me. It’s a lot of work. Highly successful bloggers will totally admit to this because it’s so true. The thing is, the work can be totally worth it.
But there is only so much time in the day.
My decreased frequency in blogging is not because I don’t have any time. All of us have the same amount of second, minutes, and hours in a day. We all have time. It’s really a matter of how we choose to use that time.
So I guess you can say that I’ve chosen to focus my time on other things. What are those things?
Family
They say kids grow up fast. I didn’t realize what this meant until I experienced being a parent myself. My daughter is constantly growing and changing all the time. She’s 16 months only now. It seems like she’s learning a new word every day. Earlier this month she started to walk. Yeah, I know it’s kind of on the late side, but I was a late walker too so it wasn’t too surprising to me. Plus, all of those months of crawling really developed her upper body strength. It’s quite impressive!
Her personality is evolving too. She’s really one of the most happy go lucky babies I know. I’m kind of the same way, so the apple doesn’t fall too far. She’s loud, boisterous, and laughs a lot. It’s funny and cute at the same time. When you look at her, you can tell that she is going to grow up to be someone who fully enjoys life. In fact, she’s already that person.
I know these days it’s all about my daughter. But I don’t want to take anything away from my wife though. She’s freakin’ awesome too.
Every moment I spend with my family is precious. It’s a time value and cherish.
Work
Last year, I cut my working hours to about 40 hours a week, or one full time equivalent (FTE). Recently, I’ve been working a little more, closer to 1.2 FTE or 48 hours a week. Part of this is because several of my partner colleagues take off to spend summer vacations with their kids. I fully understand this. Their kids are school-aged and they want to go places while their kids are on summer break. I would want to do the same. Thus I am volunteering to work a little more to help out.
For me, every hour over a 40 hour work week is paid at premium rate. I’m not going to lie, the extra money is nice. But obviously it’s not something I plan to do indefinitely. I value time much more than money. It especially doesn’t make sense if you live relatively frugally (like we do) and feel that you have enough.
Once summer break ends and colleagues return from vacation, I’m cutting back on hours.
Vacation / Time Off
My wife and I have been accustomed to taking three or four major international trips a year. It’s a little different this year for obvious reasons, haha. Simply put, it’s not as easy with a baby.
However, we were able to go to Cabo San Lucas in March. It was a lot of fun. I’m not going to elaborate because it could be a topic for a future post. If I ever get around to it 😉
I have several trips lined up. First, I’m going to FinCon in Washington DC in September. Some time afterward, we are going on a family trip to France. And later in the winter we will be going to Hawaii.
It’s pretty typical for me to work additional hours during the summer (to pick up the slack from vacationing colleagues), then take vacation in the shoulder seasons. I find Spring and Fall travel to be much more enjoyable. Less tourists, cheaper prices, more enjoyable weather, to name a few.
Building Habits
Last year I wrote a post about resolutions and goals. But setting goals be empty.
This year, I decided to focus on building a single habit every day of each month. They say it takes at least 21-30 days to do something consistently every day in order for it to become a habit. That’s why I decided that each month would have a theme for a specific healthy habit I wanted to develop.
Here are the habits I decided to build each month.
January – Run every day
In 2018, I challenged myself and the family to buy nothing the entire year. For the most part, this was a success. We really didn’t buy any new material things. The items that we did buy were either necessary or in complete alignment with our essentialist values.
So in January I bought a new pair of running shoes. The old ones that I had were really worn down and running in them would hurt my knees. After putting on my new pair of shoes, I felt myself embody the identity of a runner.
Every day I ran. Sometimes it was for only 10 minutes before leaving for work. And if I didn’t have time in the morning, I would run in the afternoon. Either way, I made it a point to run every day.
It was kind of tough. I’m not a natural runner with great endurance. But I did it anyway. After January, did I continue to run every day? No. But I do on most days and I at least do something active (weight lifting, swimming, etc.) every day.
February – Meditate every day
This one was much easier for me. Last year I was introduced to the Headspace and Calm app which really helped me learn how to meditate. I just didn’t do it every day.
In February I committed myself to meditating daily. This is something I’ve kept up. Some days it is only a few moment (and a few breaths) of meditation, but it is still something.
Overall, meditation has really helped me focus and engage in the present moment.
March – Sleep 8 hours every night
I wrote about this earlier in the year. Sleep is important!
In March I made a commitment to sleep 8 hours a night every night. It felt amazing.
After learning how important and essential sleep is for our health, I continue to make sleep a huge priority.
April – Cutting internet and social media use
Last year I wrote about cutting cable and the benefits of not watching TV. It wasn’t hard for my wife and I because we weren’t watching a ton of TV anyway. In fact, we never watched TV, so having a cable was an ongoing subscription cost that made sense to cut.
Not watching TV is easy. But not using the internet is hard. It’s almost impossible in modern society. Knowing this, we compromised by limiting (not cutting out completely) our internet use. Simply put, we stopped using internet and social media after 8 PM. To do this, we put a timer on our WiFi router that completely turned it off at 8 PM.
By doing this, it significantly decreased our screen time. It also increased our face to face time between me and my wife, which is awesome. Cutting internet off at night also made it a lot easier to get to bed early. Social media (stimulation of fear, anxiety, FOMO, etc.) and blue screens (reduces your melatonin) can be significant contributor to insomnia. Another potential benefit of cutting our WiFi is reducing our exposure to EMF electromagnetic field radiation.
May – No alcohol
The whole month of May, I vowed to not drink alcohol. This wasn’t terribly hard because I’m not a huge drinker anyway. But every now and then (like once a month) I will go out for a drink with friends or family.
Some people have cut out alcohol completely. Cheesy Finance declared 2019 the year without a beer. Must be hard when you come from the home of Heineken! But seriously, I get it. Alcohol is a toxin/poison for the body. Besides the small amount of antioxidants and phytonutrients found in wine and beer, there are no health benefits. The risks totally outweigh the benefits.
I succeeded in not having alcohol in May. But it’s not something I committed to indefinitely. Maybe in the future. We’ll see.
June – Daily gratitude
I think daily gratitude is important. A sense of gratitude is a powerful positive emotion. When you have gratitude, there is little room for negative emotions such as sadness or regret. Such negative emotions can be counterproductive and unfortunately self-destructive. Daily affirmations of everything positive in your life is good for the soul.
Overall, I’m a positive person. And I have a lot of gratitude too. But in June, I made it a point to write down everything I am grateful for. I didn’t think writing things down would make that much of a difference, but it has. The act of writing and seeing grateful words on paper make it more real and tangible. It makes us appreciate this grateful moments even more.
This is will be a habit I hope to continue.
July – Daily reading
As a physician, we signed up for a career of life long learning. Because of this I’m always reading things. I’m constantly reading about patients. I try to read books and medical journals when I can.
I also try to read other things outside of medicine. This year, I’ve read Why We Sleep by Matthew Walker, How Not To Die, by Michael Greger, and Deep Work by Cal Newport. All are fantastic books. I plan to read more books on finance and productivity in the near future.
In July, however, I made it a point to read daily to my daughter. She currently loves reading books and try to emulate our words. Kids really do say the darndest things. Some of the things that come out of her mouth (I wouldn’t call them words) are downright hilarious. Reading to her and hearing her try to read is so much fun.
In Summary
As you can see, I’ve decreased my blogging frequency by quite a bit. But it’s not because of anything negative. Lately, my time has been spent with family, working a tad bit more, and building healthier habits.
Blogging and social media take up a lot of time. And often times it doesn’t accurately reflect what’s going on in real life.
I’m just trying to enjoy the real world and live my best life. 🙂
So now you are all up to date with what I’ve been doing. What are all you up to?
xrayvsn says
Really great to read this post DMF and glad things are going well and that it is positive things that took you away from blogging rather than negative ones.
I too was saddened when Side Hustle Scrubs disappeared without a trace. Even then the website was still running and I thought he was taking a hiatus but eventually I checked one of my links to a blog on his site and saw that the site was no longer valid.
It’s kind of like watching a favorite TV show that gets canceled after leaving you on a cliffhanger. It’s an awful way to end something you invested in.
I do think it should be every blogger’s duty to write a farewell post to their audience just to wrap things up for them. After 14 months of blogging I feel like I have developed a bond and community with my blogging readers/friends (virtual or not) and would owe it to them to at least tell them I am calling it quits or at least taking an extended break.
You get invested in these people and they in you so even a short goodbye post would be nice just so you don’t leave people too concerned.
Well I really look forward to seeing you at FinCon this year and meet your wonderful family to boot.
drmcfrugal says
I look forward to meeting you too, XrayVsn! This time, I might just go by myself though. It might take a lot of convincing for my wife and daughter to join me.
And I agree. It would be nice for bloggers to let their audience know they are taking a hiatus or leaving the world of blogging completely.
Vi @ Physician Zen says
Thanks so much for this amazing post DMF! I’m just a new kid on the block but can definitely see how much time and effort it takes to blogging. The thing about blogging is that it is often a solo venture and if something happens to the one person that is maintaining it, there will be significant consequences to the site and content.
Agree with xrayvsn, I do wish side hustle scrubs wrote a farewell post to make sure things are okay (at least healthwise).
I’m so glad you are spending time with your family and daughter. We can’t get this time back. There is always a balance of what we choose to do and finding that is the hardest part in life.
Hope to continue being part of this amazing community of inspiring people such as yourself, xrayvsn, and others.
drmcfrugal says
Thanks for the comment, Vi! I need to implement your productivity system so that I can effectively carve out time for more things 😀
No Debt But Love says
Yes, social media is a waste. I deleted the Facebook app from my phone.
drmcfrugal says
Facebook is definitely a time sink. I haven’t deleted it completely yet. But I spend very minimal time on it.
Gasem says
Life is by design. If you don’t control it, it will control you by it’s admitted chaos. Life is also about the essentials. You choose on what to focus and on what not to focus. You chose to back your colleagues for their convenience and then they support you, the choice engenders fellowship and group cohesion, essential. You choose to sleep. What drives “not sleeping”? FOMO whether overwork or just wasting time click clicking away or watching TV. You never know what website tidbit you may miss. The reverse is JOMO the joy of missing out. To live an essential life YOU MUST MISS OUT. If you’re smart you will find the joy in that. If you don’t miss out you burn out, and there is no joy in burning out.
I view life as the spokes of a wheel. You are at the center if the spokes are spread out equally (multitasking) the wheel simply vibrates when you send energy down the spokes. It goes nowhere. If all the spokes point in a given direction the wheel accelerates in that direction. It’s actually that simple find joy in missing out, point your spokes in the same direction. You will happily get where you are going, well rested.
Maybe Side Hustle found joy in missing out and pointing his spokes elsewhere. I quit my job, great joy in missing out and much interest in planning our retirement. All my spokes point to the future.
drmcfrugal says
Haden, I can always count on you for a wise and insightful comment. I’m beginning to appreciate JOMO much more these days.
You are absolutely right, to live an essential life you must miss out and say no to everything non essential.
“If you don’t miss out you burn out, and there is no joy in burning out.” Such a brilliant quote you created there.
I also like the spokes of a wheel analogy!
Kimberly says
Wow, I definitely got a lot out of this comment! Wise words. I should practice more JOMO and get my wheels turning!
drmcfrugal says
Yes, Gasem is the ultimate commenter. Some of his comments alone can be full length blog posts!!!
Dave @ Accidental FIRE says
So to sum things up, you’re basically saying you have your priorities in order 🙂
drmcfrugal says
That’s a very nice way of putting it, Dave! Thanks for stopping by 😀
Physician on FIRE says
You’re living the good life, my man. Enjoy your baby while she’s still a baby. Lots of work, but lots of fun, too.
See you at FinCon!
-PoF
drmcfrugal says
Thanks, PoF! See you there 😀
PracticeBalance says
I love your monthly experiments. Having done some of those myself, I think it’s a great exercise to get a little uncomfortable and see what sticks! We also do the Wifi router timer at night and basically only watch Youtube.
drmcfrugal says
Actually I was thinking about doing your “no complaints” 30 day challenge one month! At first I thought it is a bit too close to the daily gratitude habit. But it might be different enough. I’m glad someone else does the WiFi router timer at night too. 😀
Crispy Doc says
So glad to hear things are going well for you, DMF.
I communicated with SHS (just updated the WCI forum thread you linked to) after he disappeared, and it seems he realized blogging/virtual life was a timesuck away from living that he didn’t want to indulge at the cost of higher priorities. Have not heard from him since, but miss his wicked sense of humor and perspective as well.
Nice reading list – I just started Range by Epstein, and I’m part-way through Deep Work after hearing Cal Newport on the Mad FIentist podcast some time back.
I’ve paralleled your social media reduction (fb, twitter) which has been a huge help for refocusing even as it’s slowed my roll on the blog. I write more but promote less, and as WCI has written, without the three-legged stool of create/promote/monetize, it’s tough going. My stool has one leg but it’s a satisfying tree-trunk width for now, so I’ll keep going.
Appreciate your putting your life out there for us to see your cribsheets,,
CD
drmcfrugal says
Thank you for providing an update on SHS. He is a great guy and I’m glad he is doing well and focusing on higher priorities that make him happy. That is what I suspected all along 🙂